As I prepare for camp I begin to wonder if it is responsible of me to go to camp. I am a grown up now and I have others to think about. I have a home full of children in Kenya to think about. I have a man in Kenya who is worried about not being able to come to Canada to marry me because of finances. Is it responsible for me to go to camp if i make less than 2000 dollars. I cannot afford that. Do I trust in God now or do I get this job that i have an interview for in two hours. What is the most responsible thing? I think I know. To get the job and work full time all summer long. That is the most responsible thing I can can do as I owe 3 grand and have a house of Children on the other side of the world. How do i let the camp down though? I am so confused why must i have so many decisions. Lord make them for me. I need to hear your voice. Today if i get the job it's no camp for me and if i don't it's camp for me. That's the agreement I'm making and I need you to guide him to hire me or not. That's that!
I love James Mugwe and I want to make decisions with him as well.
-Lorna Wagner.
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