I am sitting here this morning it's 3:14am and I'm sitting up in my bed. I had a nightmare. I dreamt of being at the Nairobi airport and you were nowhere to be seen. I couldn't find you and the people i talked to didn't speak English and i couldn't ask them in Swahili because all my Swahili went out the window with the panic. As I'm stuck here, it feels dark in the middle of the day. I don't know what to do.

I wake up and that's why I'm sitting here right now. I SMS you to make sure you're still alive and I receive a message and I fall back asleep. Later I wake up and tell you about this dream and your response is " Eishh!! What? the devil is a liar i pray:devil u idiot u hve foothold in my marriage leave my wife alone i rebuke ua evil seed of fear and plant de seed of hope and a future upon our life in Jesus mighty name AMEN!! baby i love you always and even if i have 2 walk 2 Nairobi i will u r mine forever."

I am settled by this but his promise of forever is slightly unsettling. Not even in marriages do they promise forever. Just "until death do us part". We'll see how things go. I want until death do us part.

:D