The struggles of the day seem to have a weight on them this November. As I am constantly reminded of the fact that I have but few people to talk to. People that will actually listen instead of starting their own. I am realizing it so much more as today is the 1 year anniversary of me getting help and my mentor and teacher is nowhere to be found. His mistakes cost him his job. Everyone makes mistakes. I believe in the kingdom of god there is FORGIVENESS! Even for the worst of sins. I'm angry, angry because i feel like it's my fault that this happened. Worst of all Angry because i simply never told anyone and because I still can't tell people something that i shouldn't know.
I spent the day in Prayer(at work). I read through psalms I reread psalms 1-10 today. A friend of mine and I are reading through the psalms. I read and reread how GODS mercy endures forever. As I do I constantly preach at the top of my lungs when i'm sitting in my car. Sometimes I'm in a busy parking lot and I look up and people are looking at me strange. :D "what I was made to be the blackest white girl you ever saw."
Pornography Update: Free from porn 1 week. Free from internet sex(with my hunny) 3 hours. :(
God is Good and HIS mercy ENDURES FOREVER!
1 comment:
Keep truckin' to be porn free girlfriend, you've got this in the bag.
And don't worry too much about said mentor... he's a strong man, his wife's a strong woman, and he's got an entire church behind him. He'll kick it too.. we just gotta be there and pray, as you said :)
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